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y do i feel extremely cold now? kor where r u? i need you!!!!! BT I CAN T CONTACT U!!!!!!!!!
y do i nd to do this. this s so stupid. jus a few hrs only i cant stand it anymore hw long can i std????????

i feel bad to pretty cos i feel sour wen i see kor look at her so happily bt i dnt mean to as pretty s a vvv gd ger who worths kor's love but i just control it but gg out with them i m vvv happy as they are rly caring abt me............. tokg abt this ll mk me think n miss kor even more. n pretty i hope tt i can do smthg 4 her as she helps me alot, well i thk e only thk i can do 4 her s to live happily and strongly bt w/o kor can i be happy?? i hope so as i still gt pretty bt y i still feel tt i hv lost the whl world nw???

pretty said my love s vv vv drama bt tt s hw i knw love maybe i dnt even knw love bt i knw tt u occupy my whl hrt nw and i hv to stop it. kor i dnt knw if this s love or nt bt wen i see u sad i ll fel heart aches vvv bad wen u r hapi i ll feel hapi too bt if u r hapi cos of sm1 i will feel vvv sour in my heart n wen u kp tokg abt other gers n nt knowing my feelg i ll feel vvv hot in my heart. every action n word u mk will affect me. bt i knw tt i cant force u n u dnt love me this s e fact that i nd to accept. i m trying to accept. sry for my selfishness.
i knw tt u nd a fren to tok to bt i still do this to u. i m really sry. kor i love u bt i dnt want to continue like tis as it s bad 4 both of us. i just need time to sort out my feeling 4 u.................

really hard to let u go bt i hv to :'(

kor where r u nw wat are u ding nw? are u ok?

kor i miss you hw can i delete all your numbers and msn? hw can i do this to you?????????????????????????????????????????

Today s my 1st day of lettg go of him. I am trying to distance him as i don't want to stress him and myself but i stiill sms him to ask him is it ok to online and disturb him and he said i choose....
his reply rly mk me vvv sad as to him i m nothg bt an irritating person, but why i still like him alot. i know that he dont love me as in his heart there are 2 giirls so no matter how i love him oso cant get into his heart so it is time to leave him.

but y my hrt s aching vvv badly nw????